Friday, December 4, 2009

Day 1

This is the start of an experiment. New chemicals are racing though my brain, and what the net effect will be over time, I do not know. I felt that I should journal the experience. Maybe once a day, maybe twice. I can say off the bat that I'm thinking differently. My experience of time has slowed considerably, my thinking is...clearer? That isn't certain yet.

While getting dressed, I had grand visions for this blog, and its first entry, but now that I'm actually sitting down to type, I've come to a bit of a loss. I know I don't have time to say everything I want to say about myself and my vision. (And now that I see it in writing, it seems self serving.)

I have work to do. I'll let you know how it goes and reflect on it later.

3 comments:

  1. This is a great idea, Luke! I know what you are going through. I hope the medication helps, it really helped me get through grad school! Be careful though, sometimes I would use the medication and waste time with unnecessary journaling or song writing. I took dexadrine and it could put me in a sort of "profound" mood. You have to be ruthless in identifying your priorities and sticking to a thought out plan. In your weakness He is strong!

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  2. If you ever start to feel like (or start being told) that the meds are overly affecting you, theres an herbal solution to ADHD as well, but I shall not post it here (and no its not and illegal herb, I just want you to take it seriously if you ever do decide to go the herbal route). Good luck man, ttyl!

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  3. I browse the itnernet every day at work during my breaks, and this site is now on my breaks favorites tab. You asked for it. I will be happy to be a jerk, a caring friend, or a random lunatic when I post, but I'll post EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. Except when I'm off work.

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